Simply Complicated

the trials, triumphs & tribulations of an ordinary girl

Pull me in by the waist,
Rub circles on my back.
Bury your face in my hair,
As I stay in your chest,

And just close my eyes.

The Unexpected Hug is a work of art.

Sometimes the best thing you can do is disconnect yourself from the people you care most about- the people who have the power to hurt you. To disappoint you. 

If there’s one thing I know for certain, it’s that I will be successful.

Obstacle.

I need to learn how to get out of my own way, and just let myself be. 
Take a risk, be impulsive, and just happen.

Be spontaneous. Stop living for tomorrow, but simply live for today.
Forget the past, overlook the possible consequences, just enjoy myself and not regret it.

One day, I will.

“I just don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s girlfriend. I actually don’t feel comfortable being anyone’s anything. I like being on my own. Relationships are messy, and people’s feelings get hurt. Who needs it?”

- Summer Finn of 500 Days of Summer

Basically, I just felt smothered.

Just like a single breath

Like a breath of fresh air,
You were something refreshing, and new.
But things began to change,
With a different point of view. 

Suffocating under pressure,
To be what you wanted of me.
I knew it wasn’t your demands,
Whose I strived to meet.

To myself, I wasn’t true.
And though it raised my self-esteem, 
I changed into the person,
Who I wanted you to see. 

But with my inconsistency,
Only tragedy prevails.
You deserved much better,
So I let myself exhale.



 

Don’t give them the satisfaction

Sad eyes and broken smiles;
Despite their animosity,
Don’t let them see you cry.

You made me feel real, beautiful,
And,what I loved most: important;

Never did I think you could make me feel the way I do now:
So easily forgettable. 

For you, it was different.
You wanted something more. 
I tried my best to get a taste,
But the doubt I could not ignore.

Say I let it go on for too long,
Or say I let it all fall short.
But in all honesty, I realized,
I just wanted nothing of the sort.